Following is a piece of delightful writing by Catherine, which gives a glimpse of the process of 'The Game of Love & 51% that Catherine has experienced.  I wholeheartedly suggest that you read her story. Not only has she a wonderful 'way with words' in her story telling, there is also great understanding of the process of 'The Game' inherent in her playful insights.

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Catherine's Story

(For confidentiality purposes the organisation and its members that are written about below will have fictitious identities.)

'The Holier Than Thou'.

The call arrived on my birthday of news of a new job position as counsellor for ‘The Holier Than Thou’. Excited at the proposition of employment and following a three hour psychometric examination I had been successful in the application. This was a timely event as unemployment had devoured most of the savings that I had acquired in the past 12 months. Little did I know that what I thought was a fairytale come true had a darker and more disturbing story.


First day at the office –

The scene – a small 6 x 6 office with two computer worksites; a fridge precariously balanced above three faulty filing cabinets; a highly positioned barred window and two personnel with little regard for personal hygiene.

(Affectionately named by me as Little Alcatraz . . .)


Helga was on first impressions a personable, seemingly easy going character . . .  If I had attuned correctly to this women’s energies however, I would have bolted straight out of that infirmary on the first day at work.

I stayed and the lessons and outcomes that followed are testament to the CCC and this incredulous game of 51 percent.

Helga’s true personality came to light when she insisted on locking all doors at all times and standing over me constantly whilst at my work station. Helga could have sat over me instead of stood; thus was the close proximity to her desk. Her favorite pastime was interrupting my phone calls and ordering me to perform any duty at her whim.

There were, to my relief, times when I could break away briefly to attend local court for example. However, on occasion she could be viewed in my rear vision mirror as she shadowed all activities I performed at a three meter distance in her car.

Astounded at this behaviour I become resentful, resistant, revengeful (an energy unknown to me) and the mind would have its way. The result - stress and despair. Then self pity would take hold . . .

“Why is this happening to me” ?
“What did I do to deserve this”???

Oh, how the mind will play its tricks.

The advice from the CCC was to acquiesce and be diligent.
Acquiesce . . .my response was. . .

“ No, I don’t want to acquiesce, I want out -!!!

The mind really resisted until the understanding was accepted and the behaviour would (not naturally) but eventually follow.

The key was to reconfigure the brain's thought processes in order to relinquish control.

The CCC have stated that this game is not for the faint hearted – and I agree whole heartedly to that !!!

Back to Little Alcatraz . . .

Over a 6 months period Helga continued her pursuits with gusto – defaming, demoralizing and attempting to sabotage my character at every opportunity to every service provider, man and beast in her reach. The more she attempted the more I was advised to become pleasant and accommodating. Oh . . . how HARD this was . . !!!

This new way of thinking and behaving was a CHALLENGE!!! - to say the least . . .


“The Holier Than Thou” then put us to training and unbeknownst to me I was to be the target of what felt like the Spanish inquisition. Helga again attempted (with eight of her corrupt cohorts) to interrogate my person. I was defensive at the surprise attack and didn’t believe that a religious organisation would treat their fellow colleagues in this manner. Another fairy tail and Myth dispelled!!!

I was Gob/d Smacked at this revelation!!!

Following the Spanish inquisition I was advised (CCC) that this is the brain of man and (for man) this behaviour is normal !!!

This realization rocked the foundation of my beliefs.

The old spiritual teachings that I had followed in the past proposed that all people were essentially good and those who where not I could provide enough energy and time to change them.


This experience was also tied into my childhood abuse where I wanted control over anything and to have people love me and me love every one in return.

Myth after Myth dispelled. . . !!!

Another key to this work . . . for it is WORK with capitals in every Upper Case . . . is objectivity . . . I now understand that Helga and “The Holier Than Thou” were doing exactly what they were predetermined to do.

I was also learning independence in this process and the acceptance of self ….so it can be understood that we are processing many energies and the dynamics of those energies simultaneously . . .

After this three day “training” at the ‘Holier Than Thou ‘…
the tables turned – it took some time walking on the beach and recollecting my self to realize the human race/the brain of man – lives mostly in the experience of negativity if it is permitted and it is indeed the experience of many.

Following Helga and her persistence in creating dramas and my 'acquiesces' my brain became less interested in drama. In turn I became less affected by her behaviour and let go of control. Her recent attempt at sabotage left her flat on her face in a management meeting and an overall positive outcome that I delighted in.

This experience (with the CCC ‘s relentless support) has enabled me to now glide through a situation knowing that I am provided with the spoken word, and also enables me to deal with ANYONE in ANY given situation; trust being the key element at any given time.

I am at the beginning of this new found freedom of the mind however, I have been advised to be vigilant. There will always be challenges and I will not allow my mind to regress as I have put much effort into this with CCC support.

By the by I now reside in an office on my own (we have moved premises) at “ The Holier Than Thou” and it abides by OH&S standards where fridges are kept in their proper places. I will look forward to greener pastures in regard to my career when I’m inspired to do so. In addition, I can remain where I am working and allow work life to continue and my life to be enjoyed in the most difficult of situations.

Oh and Helga . .

Yes, Helga is still up to her old tricks with me and others of course (one thing about Helga she does not discriminate) . . . for she, like many, are not meant to change their nature …

Dear Helga is in my presence less and less and I am enjoying life so much more and more!

AND NOW . . .

I am free from wanting control over any one or anything . . The beauty of this (and it's beauty in its purest form ). . .of myself I need do nothing and every thing gets done . . .

. . . The lovely thing is; torment has turned to pleasure… I no longer allow the drama of the mind . . .
. . . I am not affected by those who are disturbed by the brain . . .

And . . .

. . As I play the Game of 51 percent I will be always protected; as long as my intention is harmless . . .

A Hard Game . . .

Hard Work . . .

A Worthwhile effort for Freedom from the drama of the brain . . .

Catherine

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